I spent a
period of my life as a recluse
consumed by
a sadistic self hatred
I couldn’t
see the point in going out
society
didn’t want me blotting it’s landscape
my parents
became very angry
a mask for
sympathy or shame?
probably both.
their beloved son not reaping the rewards
that a twenty one year old should be.
every parent wants their child to be happy
free
and fucking
I had every
cliché going.
terrible
poetry
although
some might say that hasn’t changed.
lost all
interest in sex
which kills
a man’s purpose.
wished
death upon myself every night
obviously, it
never came.
I pestered
doctors for help
they could
offer me nothing
I had to
rely on my own determination
something
which had brought me little before
this time
it was serious though
and it paid
off
a man
losing his freedom is a real tragedy
finding it
again is beautiful
lines drawn
are erased
new ones
put down
women
return
life
blooms.
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